I am 28 years old this last March. It was March 2017 that led to my "awakening". April 1st 2017 (Easter Sunday & April Fools) My deceased cousin clearly communicated with me after 7 years of his passing. He himself was a "believer" though he followed religion more-so than open spirituality. After returning home from the military he suffered from "PTSD" which I NOW understand to be spiritual attacks. Yes, he unfortunately was haunted, possessed and ultimately suicidal. It was ALSO in March that he died... only a week after my birthday.
I spent many years traumatized.
It was my doing... (thought vibrations radiate further than I'd have imagined) but Death came to me, I had been chosen to go through some type of initiation- possibly to prove my heart and head are one.. I guess I passed the test as it was soon after my Near Death Experience that I began to predict events, hear others thoughts, receive visions and "go down the rabbit hole".
The synchronicity in everything sacred me. Much like the entity (I believe to be an incarnation of The Mayan Jaguar God "L7") who enticed me to "see something scary" had warned me it would.
But those events opened my eyes. I began to pay attention. And life began to make sense to me. Fear hung on tight, but didn't remain.
I stepped outside of my shadow...
I'd like to share that I've seen starships on several occasions throughout my life and fully believe they, or the creator (yin/yang) saved my life (probably more than once) at the age of 3 during my first cross with death.
I've channeled my whole life unaware of what I am. And in turn attracted some dark and painful experiences. I no longer believe in anything more than the necessary roles both negative and positive experiences and energies play in life.
Coming to "5D" on April 1st is a huge sign to me I am apart of something much greater than I've realized.
I'm also pretty sure I'm a mermaid soul? Or something of the sort.
I realize I sound absolutely bonkers... But "they" guide me to info they wish me to learn. And when all the signs point to something, it would be unwise not to pay attention to each possible meaning. Because there are in fact dual meanings behind EVERYTHING.
I'm intensely tied to the number 3.
I'm here to explore others stories, learn, grow and share wisdom.
In my experience I've come to learn that Gods/energies/spirits...etc astral project and/or posses human vessels.... and many times in this life I've spoken to something I can't see-through another person.. including my cousin before he passed away.
The truth for me was beautiful and also a mental overload. It.depleted reality for me and created something entirely new.
I am fortunate to have been blessed by Death.
And thankful I am still here to experience Life.
I tried to shorten my story for time sake without it confusing anyone who reads it... good luck!
The book with no pictures.
Seven Deadly sins -Corey Taylor
Astrology for wellness.
Beliefs / Practices
Spiritual but not Religious, Pagan, Witch, Shaman, Other Spirituality, Native American Spirituality, Heathen
I personally do not like to use specific titles, terminology or practices... I follow my intuition and see similarities in so many practices and beliefs I choose to believe they all derive from the same source and serve a purpose to each who follow. None fully resonate with me -yet all to some degree, make sense to me.
Artist. Tarot. Medium. Hypnotherapy. Herbs. Photon therapy. Numerology. Basic Astrology. Aromatherapy. Metaphysics. Reading. Star gazing. The moon and Sun. Learning?
My two Sons.
My cousin Jeremiah.
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