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Going into trance, any pointers?

Started this discussion. Last reply by Willow Dream McEldrath Jun 27, 2015. 14 Replies

Going into intentional trance has been a lifelong goal for me, even before I knew it had a name.  Looking for pointers, perhaps things I am missing, because I can still not do this intentionally. …Continue

An Invocation, any suggestions?

Started this discussion. Last reply by Paradeath Jun 9, 2015. 4 Replies

I found this invocation on YouTube.  I have been looking for a tone for ritual, and the tone of voice in this video really clicks to me.  Let me know what you think.Does anyone have any links to…Continue

The concept of a "Master Alphabet," please share your thoughts.

Started this discussion. Last reply by Willow Dream McEldrath Jun 7, 2015. 12 Replies

Someone in chat had questions about a binding rune, which is essentially a sigil made from basic runes.They brought up a few charts in comparison, one of a basic rune chart, shown here, the 24 basic…Continue

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...nebulous impressions coalescing into the bright starlight of truth...

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Relationship Status:
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Age
40
Astrological Sign
Libra
About Me:
Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to be free

Blackbird fly, blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night

Beatles - "Blackbird"


I'm seeking my path. I isolated myself for many years, because I was tired of the common dogma and the self-sabotaging and subconscious other-sabotaging behavior of most people, myself included. I was tired of trying to seek pearls in the morass. Just want to seek my path, without dealing with experts in the fine art of failure and self-delusion, who demand nothing short of dragging others into the quicksand with them.

But I know no one is an island, and I get tired of being alone, even if it's hard to deal with people. So every once and again, I try to find treasured friendship of illuminated minds. Please forgive me if this sounds condescending, I'm just tired of drowning.

I naturally veer away from established practice, perhaps it's the Irish blood in me, or perhaps the German, I don't know. I have tried to follow a few paths, but I am always "different" enough not to fit in within acceptable parameters. Never fit within any sort of groups of people, very rarely do I find anyone I click with.

I often envy those who find a set path and feel comfortable with it. This is not a bad thing, if someone finds a path that's right for them, I am happy for them. But I am always the black sheep in any group, this seems to be my destiny.

I find myself attracted to a hodge-podge of beleifs, all trying to resolve themselves in my mind, in some sort of system that has yet to be discovered. Nebulous impressions, coalescing into the bright starlight of truth has always been more appealing to me, anyway. And like stars, they go nova, they become nebulae, and become stars again.

I am no sudden savant, who has a certain moment of clarity that sets their path for life. I am just a seeker, taking their final tour of life on this planet, this point in my life is the spaceport, and I'm waiting for the next star ship to my new home. This is the best way that I can think of to describe how I feel. I'm not harboring any ill will towards this planet, but I feel that there is nothing left here for me, on a spiritual level. Maybe I'm wrong.

Recently, I have been trying to achieve trance thru self-hypnosis. There are a few issues with this, however. Having to cope with biological anxiety is big barrier to this which I am working to overcome. This prevents me from using the standard "relax, focus on an object, feel yourself sinking" approach.

In my mind, "Relax" and "focus on an object" are two diametrically opposed notions. Yet, I know, trance is possible, because I had unwittingly done it before, and have talked with the Gods this way. So please forgive me if I roll my eyes when I hear the phrase, "people with psychological issues cannot go into trance." It's simply not true.
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Independence Day? What exactly are we celebrating?

Posted on July 4, 2015 at 7:51am 3 Comments

First off, I'd like to wish everyone a happy Independence Day, if you're in the States, and take it for whatever best suits you.  I'm not in the mood to argue about the semantics on whether or not we're truly independent or what fear porn producers like Michael Tsarion say about the state of the world, who's too busy fear mongering instead of offering any kind of solutions.

I'm fuckin pissed.

I'm fucking pissed like Heron of Alexandria, who proposed use of the…

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Gestalt Memetic ID Bridge, Mark II, A How-To Tutorial

Posted on June 27, 2015 at 6:54am 0 Comments

WARNING:  I take no responsibility for what happens if you try this.  Use this method at your own risk.

The concept of a memetic bridge is to use images and tricks of light to bypass critical thinking and allow suggestions to flow through to the subconscious mind.  Mind you, this is still a work in progress, and I am sharing that progress with you, this is still in beta, so any input would be appreciated.

For this example, we will be allowing the…

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Light and Imagery, an experiment in suggestion

Posted on June 27, 2015 at 5:43am 0 Comments

I remember an old cassette tape I used to own when I was in high school.   (Matter of fact, I actually found an image of the actual cassette case on the internet, don't that beat all?)

Totally ineffective.  Listened to that crap on my paper route, studied it, played it at night, did this for months, nothing.  Effing useless.

Still, the concept of…

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Trance State

Posted on June 22, 2015 at 4:10am 1 Comment

Well, I realize that I haven't posted in about a week.  No scrying since then, I have had to stop for a while, the energies from doing that keep me up for weeks, have to master the art of clearing and grounding I guess.

So earlier, around 3 hours ago, I decided to go to bed.  The day had been pretty much a total waste, woke up late, writing a book but only wrote a few paragraphs, wasted time watching a Johnny Carson documentary on Netflix, tried to hop on to chat here but it's…

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At 12:59pm on September 16, 2016, Brooke Rothwell said…

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At 5:00am on June 7, 2015, TC O'Carra said…

Thanks for the add.

At 12:09am on May 28, 2015, elf ~Hesper Roald Witcher~ said…

At 11:19pm on May 27, 2015, elf ~Hesper Roald Witcher~ said…

thank you fer the add

 
 
 

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