I enjoy having friends. I enjoy having friends that have the same beliefs and values as me. Yet, why is it, four years after graduating high school, that it is so hard now? I had friends.....4 years ago. We all drifted apart. Some went into the military, some went to college, and some took care of their families. I have a family of my own: one smart son and two beautiful daughters. And I have a very loving wife. It couldn't get any better than this!

Or could it?

I have been looking for friends that I could hang out with, that I could have a good time with. The other night I went to the bar with some buddies, thinking that it would all be cool. I had a few beers, yet I still felt like I didn't belong. My wife didn't go with me, because we don't have a babysitter. I know that I have a family now, yet there are times where I would like my wife and I to just get away from it all for a night, drop the kids off at a babysitter, and go paint the town red.

An American dream is all that is.

Friends are hard to come by these days. Friends you can trust are like finding a diamond in the ocean. It takes a lot to make friends. And now, I just don't have the time and the energy to dedicate to that. My family stands on the edge of a knife, with my two daughters in foster care under my mother, and my son saying that he doesn't have anyone to play with. On top of that, I start a job next week. It's hard to make friends when you have to support your family. So, I'll stick with my family.

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Comment by Dragonwraith on March 31, 2008 at 4:54pm
friends have always been hard to find not just in america nor in just the modern age why dont you do the reuion thing with friends call em up see if can do a group get together etc or you can start a coven... lol
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