Bright Blessings..

Its been so crazy in my life, the last 8wks have been hell, it brought something someone once said to me back into my mind, "your like chicken little, the sky is always falling", that was said by someone who knew both my parents had cancer and needed treatment, my mother had a massive infection from her cancer surgery, my dad kept needing blood transfusions, I felt like I was going to lose them both, and this person was a very important part of my life, but when he said that, and got so nasty about it, I knew he wasn't going to be what I needed, and broke it off....haven't spoken to him in wow 6 plus years...

 

I was sitting in the hospital, April 28, after a heart attack, thinking about how much my life has changed, and I thought wow, heart attack at 45, I needed a heart cath done, and at  the same time, my 39 year old cousin was dying from lung cancer, they gave him 3 to 6 mts back on April 11th, he died May 4th... and that stupid saying came into my head, "your like chicken little, the sky is always falling"...

 

While in the hospital I had blood work done, well I found out,I now may have cancer, I saw the Doc on May 8th, he ran a bunch of test "stat", he didn't like the results, so I am seeing a specialist, again, that stupid saying "your like chicken little, the sky is always falling"...

 

I married a wonderful man, who i have known for over 26 years, he has stood by me, with all of this, he would come home from work, cook, clean, take care of our dogs, and kids, come and see me in the hospital... poor guy is dog tired, but he never complains, he never says stupid shit like "your like chicken little, the sky is always falling"...

 

So no im not like "chicken little" my sky was falling, but my husband is holding my sky up....

 

I Love you sweetheart, Thank you for always hold me up..... 

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Sounds like you need to change a few habits. Cancer runs in my family also, took my Dad, I survived breast cancer and most heart attacks at your age are wake up calls if you survive them, had my first one at 29 good thing too because while in the hospital they found the breast cancer. I have had several over the years and to tell the truth I have become a bit blase about them simply because I have done everything in my power to fix my life style to ward them and cancer off.

Life happens, all the ups and downs, ain't it grand!

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