Your body is just the place your memories call home. Information is just awareness made to manifest in storable form. Most human effort is pointless but is not discovered until it is too late after the work has been done. If the universe is a store house of energy and energy can not be destroyed , you will always be here. Most identify with their body and think you need a form. But energy can not be born , it has no beginning or end. Dive inside and peel away your layers of doubt. Most limitations seem to pertain to you when in fact they only pertain to your body, and you are far more then your body. You can not bring the same state of self to the world and expect the world to be new for you. Yourself must constantly be transforming. The streams of knowledge contained in the field are eternal and flow forever. Centuries of knowledge are compressed in revelatory moments. We live as ripples of energy in the vast ocean of energy and universe. There is a well spring of life within you where you can go for cleansing and transformation. Purification consists of getting rid of the toxins in your life, emotions, thoughts, and relationships. In the deep silence we return to the ultimate cause of pure being. The ego follows us like a dark shadow. It 's power is intoxication and addicting but ultimately destructive. Power is a doubled edged sword. Ego power seeks to control and dominate. The eternal clash of power ends in unity. The real power in life is internal. To be able to see the world in the light of love which can only come from within, is to live with out fear and doubt in unshakable peace. One need not try to solve the mystery of life. One is here to live it.
The uncertainty you feel inside is the doorway to wisdom.