I'm a single mother of a beautiful bright spirit. I had her at what most people would consider a young age, but it's really a natural age. I was 17 and on the path to distruction. My world was instantly transformed by her from the moment I concived her. I went from sliping grades and not caring to graduating with honors. Even though they tried to kick me out at 3 month preggers I fought them for her sake. What kind of life could I have afforded her if I hadn't?
Her father had been in her life until about a year ago when we parted ways. Though I do miss his company I certainly don't miss the mess. He left to be with his male friend and to find his own path in life. I could understand because of how young we were when we had our child. He and I are still on good talking terms and I hold no bitterness towards him.
While I understand his need to go, I just wish he would visit his daughter more often. Once a month isn't enough. And I refuse to put restrictios on how often he visits. The thing I can't understand is how he doesn't want to be around her every day of her life.
Enough about that though. I love going to Scifi/anime/horror conventions and meeting new people. Mostly because those people have the most open minds I find. Sometimes I like even like dressing up for them, but I'm fairly shy about it.
Oh yes! The pagan part of me. Well I have always had sort of a double teaching when it comes to spiritual means. I was raised Roman Catholic, baptised and went to sunday school, but at the same time my grandmother was a bit of a witch would say things like "keeping up apearances." before we entered. I can remember her dangleing a crystal over my palm and asking spirits what the future hold for me. Also she used tarot cards and loved making perfume dolls. (love trinkets) My great grandmother was a water witch and found wells in her village. After church she would take me to the garden and tell me about how pixies=devils and why she had "Mary" in her garden. That's how I came very naturaly to see god/godess in nature and not in a within building.
I might post about this later, but I'm private about what I really believe and to what extent.
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How did you find PaganSpace?
I honestly don't know. I was going from page to page and I guess I must have seen an add somewhere. Sounded like fun so here I am.