I really do not know what to believe in anymore. Everything I thought was true has turned out to be half-truths. However, knowledge is good. If there be darkness, than there is light. Study and contemplation have revealed to me that they are one of the same, each a part of the other.
I have come to a greater understanding of why I am hated and despised by some people. This knowledge alone has brought me some peace. It is better to see the darkness for what it is than to blindly stumble around in it. For that, I am grateful.
Looking at where my mind is today, I can see great change. There is a time for change, and at this point in my life, I intend to re-invent my own mind. It needs strength and focus. I do not intend to wander the earth in ignorance. I am looking forward to this new journey and all that I shall learn from it.
Underworld inspired art (not the movie)
Aleister Crowley first of all, he ignited the fire many years ago in me when I was the outcast kid in a Christen school asking questions that they would not or could not answer. (They eventually threw me out)
Coffee, kawusia - the best in the world,
helps a man - helps the woman.
Getting up early in the morning so broken,
and after drinking? - Does not this woman ..
A bubbly, happy, full of humor --
great joy, because so much choice.
Oh, without the coffee?
- No fear
Kawusia was is and will be,
Kawusię everyone always gets ..