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I am 35 years old, I was born pagan, I am the co-founder of the Pawtucket Paranormal Society and I am 100% gay, a medium, co- host of spirit finders talk internet radio
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Pagan, Witch, Shaman
cooking, writing, reading, Ghost hunting
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in my life I have faced such hate I sometimes wonder why I don't hate as well. Thank the Goddess and God for showing me the difference between love and hate (with the help of my mother to.) I have been a Pagan (a child of the heath) since I was born. My mother was the one who taught my brother and I the old ways. My brother unfortunately chose the path later on in life of that of a Christian. His loss is all I have to say to that. I was also born Gay because that is what I truly believe. Why would I chose to live a life of being the target of hatred and bigotry. But anyway!
My nature is that of a loving and caring person, but also I can become Bitch in 2.0 seconds when pushed to it, which isn't every often.It takes alot to push that button. But now this is a little more about me.

Blessed Father, protect those who follow thy path


Hail Mother moon may your light always show upon those who love you

I would so love to see an actual Gay super hero comic book and or movie

Joe's art work is SOOOOOOOO hot! I would love to put his other work on here but I would so get Banned in a heartbeat....lol

Hmmmmmm, there is something so wrong about this picture! Can you figure it out! I bet you can.......lol

The Dark God
The Stag Lord, The Horned God of the Hunt, The Lord of the Forest, the Dark God. If you recall our lessons, then you will remember that on Samhain the Dark God or Dark Lord is represented by the dying sun. He is nearing the end of his life-cycle and is seen as a protector and a warrior. He is also Death. The End of Life.
He is the Sun God who kisses his Goddess one last time before he is swept away to a new time and place. His Lady lovingly holds him as he prepares to leave. He disappears and is gone when suddenly she sees a white stag standing on the horizon. The stag looks to the sun, and then back at the Lady. He seems to nod his head at her before heading into the horizon with the setting sun.
Called Cernunnos or the Stag King, everything we know about him we only guess from the images of him created by the ancient Celts themselves. They made numerous icons of various gods, and over 60 depict Cernunnos. Yet we only know his name because it is carved on a single icon, made by sailors from the Gallic Parisii tribe.
The images depicting this god are almost always similar in appearance and all of them show his horns, those of a stag. He is generally seen as a mature man with long hair and a beard. He wears a torc, a metal circlet, around his neck. This circlet was a sign of nobility in the olde days. Cernunnos is usually portrayed with animals, especially the stag. He has also been associated with a beast that seems to belong only to him. It is a serpent with the horns of a ram.
The ram-horned serpent is associated with knowledge, death and the otherworld. Cernunnos carries a symbol of this in his left hand, and in his right, he carries another torc,the symbol of having been initiated into nobility.
This appears to have been written with thoughts of this god of the dark world in mind, don't you think?

The Charge of the Dark God
I am the fire within your heart - the yearning of your soul.
I am the hunter of knowledge and the seeker of the Holy Quest.
I - who stand in the Darkness of Light, am He whom you have called Death.
I - the consort and mate of She whom we adore, call forth to thee.
Heed My call, beloved ones, come unto Me and learn the secrets of death and peace.
I am the corn at harvest and the fruit on the trees. I am He who leads you
Scourge and flame, blade and blood - these are mine gifts to thee. Call unto Me in the forest wild and on hilltop bare and seek Me in the Darkness Bright.
I - who have been called Pan, Herne, Osiris and Hadespeak to thee in thy search.
Come dance and sing; come love and smile, for behold: This is my worship. You are my children and I am thy Father.
On swift night wings, it is I who lay you at the Mother's feet to be reborn and to return again.
Thou who thinks to know Me, know that I am the untamed wind, the fury of the storm and passion in your soul. Seek Me with courage, lest you be swept away in the seeking.
Seek with pride and humility, but see me best with love and strength, for this is my path, and I love not the weak and fearful.
Hear My call on long winter nights, and we shall stand together guarding Her Earth as she sleeps.

The Charge of the Dark God II
Listen to the words of the Dark God,
Who was of old called Iakchos, Donn,
Anubis, Hades, Setesh, Hoder,
And by many other names:

I am the shadow in the bright day;
I am the reminder of mortality at the height of living.
I am the neverending weil of Night
Where the Star Goddess dances.
I am te Death that must be so that Life may continue,
For Behold, Life is immortal because the living must die.

I am the strength that protects, that limits;
I am the power that says No, and No further, and That Is Enough.
I am the things that cannot be spoken of,
And I am the laughter at the edge of Death.

Come with me into the warm enfolding dark;
Feel my caresses in the hands,
In the Mouth,
In the Body of one you love,
And be transformed.

Gather in the moonless night and speak in unknown toungues;
The Dark Mother and I will listen.
Sing to us and cry out,
And the Power will be yours to wield.

Blow me a kiss when the sky is dark,
And I will smile,
But no kiss returns;
For my kiss is the final one for all mortal flesh.

The Charge of the Dark God III
Heed my voice which will come to you as the thunder on the wind for I am thy Lord of Darkness, The Dark God, the Stag Lord, Whisper my name: Cernunnos.

I am the sleeping dawn, the twilight, the dark of night that covers the Heavens above you and beckons the Star Goddess to shine.

I am the final end that comes so that life may flourish, Behold, I am Immortality; The living die and the Dead are soon reborn.

I can see your inner darkness; the dark side of the soul; The hearts desperate yearning.

Step into the Empire of Darkness, and Come to me boldly and without fear; For I am he that protects and leads you; I am the echo of the forest; I am the evening sky and the autumn storm; I am the passion within you.

I am the hunter and the seeker of Enlightenment. I stand in Light's Darkness and am called Shadow, I am He whom you have named Death. I call forth to thee and bid you step forward.

Come with me into the darkness; Fear me not. Feel my love and caresses and you will be transformed. We will fly upon the winds together.

My Beloved Children, I am your destiny, come to Me and learn the secrets of all that's Holy, the secrets of life and death.

Come! Dance for me! Come! Sing for me! With Love in your hearts and a smile for me, Behold! This is the way to worship and best please me.

Call out to me on the moonless night and seek me out with pride and courage for this is my true love. I love not the wailing or frightened. For I am the Dark Warrior, The Protector, and the Giver of Courage,

Send me your love when the sky is darkest, and I will smile, but will not kiss thee; For my kiss is eternal; It is the Kiss of Death and I do love thee so.

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Getting ready to revamp the Radio show

Posted on April 21, 2010 at 3:47pm 0 Comments

Its been a long time coming, allan and I have been doing this show for 3 long years. Its time we upgrade the show again. Adding in new com blocks and new other things too. So my question to all of you if you have a podcast and have a promo and would like us to run it let me know you can email it too chris@spiritfindersradio.com and we will play it along with our other coms. just let us know


Posted on April 21, 2010 at 12:30am 0 Comments

Please do not tell me

that you can solve all my problems


Please do not tell me

I should not feel the way the way that I do…

Coming Back

Posted on April 18, 2010 at 12:46pm 2 Comments

It's been a long while since I have been on here and believe me I have missed it a lot. After my struggle with cancer I wanted to make sure I was better before I returned. WELL AS YOU CAN SEE I am so much better, hope to get back into the swing of things. Also I have been working on a series of pagan children's books, I am hoping they are ready at the end of this summer.


A love poem

Posted on March 7, 2009 at 8:22am 0 Comments



Rage against the walls of my brain.

The hunger of the beast grows.

Ripping the ever fragile

state of my heart'

to tattered shreds.

The blood flows without predjudous.

My eyes blind,

my hands bound,

my mouth stitched shut.

I can no longer see, feel or speak,

that which… Continue

Saying sorry

Posted on March 7, 2009 at 8:15am 2 Comments

Sorry I haven't been around to much I have had alot of life blows latly that have truly sucked ass.

1) a few months ago I was Dignosed with cancer, and while everthing is ok now and treatment rentndered i was sick off and on for a long time. but I am on the road to recovery

2) My partner and I split up after 3 years while this was going on and asked me to leave while all this was going on. Sick with no job and no place to go a friend took me in to help get me… Continue

Beltane Dance

Posted on March 7, 2009 at 8:10am 0 Comments

Dance with me around the Beltane fire

soul beared, naked and free

As winters touch has all but faded

and summer comes forcfully this way

Fairy Folk from slumber awaken

grace the flowers with thier touch

the sent of spring does fill the air

As Green Man calls his children forth

Sing for me my children

and awaken the sleeping Mother

Tell her to spread her arms

And once again summin forth the Green of Spiring.

Weave… Continue

Shirley Phelps Talks on Spirit Finders Talk Radio

Posted on August 4, 2008 at 7:00pm 2 Comments

Fundamental Religious Extremist

This is a hateful and bigot of a woman. We as a society need to find a way to shut her down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If you are not sure Who Shirley Phelps is, I think looking at the photo above might give you the answer you seek!

My Co-host Allan went away on vacation and left me in charge if the show this week not sure of what to talk about… Continue


Posted on March 10, 2008 at 6:39pm 0 Comments

You know I sat down yesterday and watched a movie on Wounded Knee I was sickened by what I saw and decided to do a little research on the subject. What I learned was a horrible series of events that our government thought was alright. Not only did they murder innocent men, women, and child of Native American descent but also single handedly help destroy their culture to near extinction. We (native English) came to this country to escape religious persecution, we befriended the native Americans… Continue

How Dumb can one person be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Posted on January 28, 2008 at 3:04am 5 Comments

I am so sick and tired of being yelled at over the nude picture thing that it is making me sick. I will state this one last time IF YOUR NAME IS GLITTERPUSSY then you should be ashamed of yourself for posting such lude and valgure pics (AND IF YOU DON"T LIKE THE WAY I SPELL THEN BITE ME). I did what any normal parent would have done in this case when nudity is taken out of beauty and made crass. I have no problem with the naked form but this is a family site people. Children as young as… Continue

LOOKING FOR A GUEST FOR JAN 30th for Spirit Finders radio

Posted on January 21, 2008 at 6:56pm 2 Comments

We are looking for A guest for the jan 30th show. If you have paranormal experance, or have seen a ufo or even big foot or you just have a story to share please by all means contact me here

Our radio show with Serenity

Posted on January 14, 2008 at 1:24pm 2 Comments

Last might show was Great!

Serenity talked about hard modern pagan issues and held nothing back. She spoke from the heat and from her own personal exsperiances. Just how we all should speak. Unfortunetly at the closing of the show we suffered a major glitch and the hosts sever crashed and the end of the show was Cut off. But we do plan on having Serenity back.

Also by all means you have a voice that needs to be heard or you have have some paranormal thing happen to you… Continue

Trying to think through A clouded mind!

Posted on January 13, 2008 at 2:31am 0 Comments

Have you ever wondered what your life would be like if you have had taken a different path.walked to the left of the path instead of the right. I do on a daily bases. I have always wondered if I have made the right choices in life, I have never really been sure. I sometimes think I look through rose tinted glasses at people with the hope that all are good at heart. I know this not to be true but I still hope for it. I seemed lost as of late looking for the hands of the Mother and Father to hold… Continue


Posted on December 14, 2007 at 11:04pm 0 Comments

Ok this Weeks guest for spirit finders radio has bailed on us and we don't have a back up. So what I am asking here if you have something paranormal to talk about please please please get in touch with me.

Newest poem

Posted on December 6, 2007 at 5:24pm 0 Comments

I see the world through rose tinted glass

For I see through the eyes of the blind.

I cannot see what troubles me

Or those I have left behind.

I see through the eyes of an optimist

Believing that things will change

With every breath that leaves from…


Look at todays Gay youth with sad eyes ( and other issues)

Posted on December 6, 2007 at 3:43pm 5 Comments

I held a conversation with a friend of my daughters' named Kevin today, he's 19 years old and gay. Now what really shocked me about this talk was he was talking about all his ex's. The boy is 19 years old and has ,by my count ,at least 15 ex's. Now see thats what makes me sad, that the boy has had so many relationsships in his young life and I do mean intamint relations. Why do the youth of today think its ok to sleep with that many. Is it a lack of morals, self esteam issues, lack of better… Continue

December 5th 2007 on Spirit Finders' Radio

Posted on December 1, 2007 at 9:54pm 1 Comment

This up coming show are pleased to announce that Serenity (witch in the city) will be join our show as a guest to talk about Modern Paganism and paranormal events. Please join us at Nowlive.com Spirit Finder's radio every wednesday at 10 pm eastern. or go to www.pawtucketparanormalsociety.org to the radio page and click play. All shows are availbe on our site.

So please join us December 5th while we chat with Serenity witch in the city

I am Not sure about this one!

Posted on November 29, 2007 at 12:47am 5 Comments

I am a total lover of musical theater, (no surprise there from a gay man) But I am a little off set with this new movie coming out called Sweeny Todd. Now I have seen the stage production and absolutely love it. But to see Johnny Deep play Sweeny todd I don't know if I can handle it. Yes Johnny is a good actor and has an ok voice but I mean it takes real talent to pull that person off. I just watched a clip from Yahoo of Johnny singing the song wait from the movie and I have to say I am not… Continue


Posted on November 25, 2007 at 5:33pm 0 Comments

I have to say that I am so loving this place. Never have I seen such a loving community such as this one and I hope to continue to grow with in the group. Thank you one and all for the best place to be a Pagan so far :)

I am

Posted on November 24, 2007 at 11:49am 4 Comments

I want to live in the light again

I want to bask in the radiant glow of the sun.

I want to feel its warmth as it washes over me.

But I can not!

For its cleansing truth burns my tender flesh,

Reducing my bones to ashes.

I have sinned they scream.

I have sinned for what I am.

A lover of men

But am I not the same?

Do I not love like the others?

Do I not cry the same…

My Goddess

Posted on November 24, 2007 at 11:47am 1 Comment

Oh Great Mother

Be with me

Thou art my heart and soul

Be my love, passion, and creativity

And bless those who are in need of your love and strength.

Oh Great Goddess,

Forgive the world of their wrong doings,

And show them your light.

Embrace them to your breast for they know not what they do.

Show them the path to your light.

Oh Great…

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At 5:36am on April 14, 2011, Declan said…

Hi Raven Bear Paws--just stopping by to wish you a happy spring. After all that snow I think you folks deserve a terrific spring of warm, pleasant weather.



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