The PaganPixie's Blog (10)

you need to know and hopefully this will help you and others-day by day-second by second-it continues...

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

12:21 PM

He says to stop putting my meanings on movies, about what think they are saying or why they do it.

Keep it to myself-hush!

I ask-what does that mean or this mean and it’s be quiet. Watch the movie.

So far that’s today. I can listen to his opinion but I am not aloud to speak mine.

I am sick of being told how to feel, what to feel and not being able to give my opinion about anything.

My Mother and Father thinks he a…


Added by The PaganPixie on September 15, 2010 at 8:00pm — 3 Comments

Bi-Polar/Skitzo-pher-enia(sorry about the spelling)How many people do you know?

My son was in the Delaware Behavioral Center last year and the Doctors said if left early that he'd be back. He was right. John's right back in there. He is such a good boy and I don't understand it-I just don't. It's like an epidemic. He can't get a grasp on reality. He was calling himself "GOD"What's going on with my baby.Although,he's 20,it doesn't matter...he's still my baby and I can't help him with this.

I asked him to please give the Dr's a chance and let them help him.

He has… Continue

Added by The PaganPixie on September 10, 2010 at 3:41pm — 2 Comments

I find myself in a dark black hole

August 27th,2010

Friday 8:51p.m.

I am in state of confusion. Someone that who gave me two beutiful girls and taught me how to survive yet he brought so much and agony andf tormoil-he let drugs,using firty needles,drinking lead his life-He did terrible things to other people-even to his own daughter and I find now that he is on his death bed right at this second-I cannot feel any hate or love for him.He taught me…


Added by The PaganPixie on August 27, 2010 at 9:31pm — No Comments

Color test

<~The PaganPixie~'s Existing Situation

"Is reckless and short-tempered. her decisions are made with little thought out the consequences, often times leading to unnecessary stress and conflict."

<~The PaganPixie~'s Stress Sources

"Not a team player and is unwilling to be involved in most activities. In the past she was over involved and now emotionally drained. Due to her fear of over involvement, she now chooses to remain uninvolved with the activities around…


Added by The PaganPixie on August 20, 2010 at 6:22pm — No Comments

My Gentry

You see, I gave Gentry to Debra and Wayne because I couldn't take care of her the way she needed to be.There's not a day,moment that I don't think of her-but she hates me now.Maybe one day she'll understand and forgive me.

I love Debra so much, I trusted her with my daughter

Debra ,her mother, is dying from graves desease and I felt her place was with her Mom helping her out. And she…


Added by The PaganPixie on July 16, 2010 at 3:17pm — No Comments

Ladies! Want to learn about Dave S.? Pics will be added to my page.They are good!!!well,I'm biased.

Well Damn! I’m getting used to this laptop and I’m not use to this keyboard and if I hit one wrong button-poof my chit is g-o-n-e. I love it though!


Okay, I’m writing this in Microsoft woks and I’ll save and hopefully I won’t lose anything. I’ll Just do a copy and paste. Ain’t I smart?


Monday, July 5,…


Added by The PaganPixie on July 6, 2010 at 12:40am — No Comments

Life today

You know with everything that's going on in this world today- I just wonder how many of us appreciate what we do have. Not only materially but spiritually? It's been so hard for us ALL out there-there are people losing loved ones who are ready to go home because their learning on this side is done-but I believe they never truly leave us and knowing this doesn't make it any easier-not at all! Going through therapy is teaching me to remember the good times and to write my memories down for myself… Continue

Added by The PaganPixie on March 29, 2010 at 12:45pm — No Comments


Sunday, March 14, 2010

6:12 PM

Hey! If you like me-you’re gonna like me

Took me 48 friggin’ years JUST to get to be me

Hey! If you don’t like me-no sweat off either ones backs but if I got your back anytime you need one jack(that’s 80 shit)

Hey! If you’re gonna keep Talley’s to who said this and said that-let it just roll off our backs into waves of the sea

Hey! It’s okay with me

Hey! I won’t disrespect you nor will I let you disrespect me

Hey! If… Continue

Added by The PaganPixie on March 14, 2010 at 7:15pm — No Comments

A Diamond In My Crown

Enter here in perfect peace

Leave your fears at the steps

the journey you must…


Added by The PaganPixie on February 28, 2010 at 8:37pm — No Comments

the rest of my deamon test results

Curmudgeonly Soul

You are an independent, confident person. You march to the beat of your own drum, and if other people don't like it, they can go f*** themselves. You don't really care what they think, or at least you THINK that you don't care. You believe that people should live and let live.

You are an introverted soul, disliking the crowds of morons and idiots that you find at big parties or clubs. You prefer to be on your own, or with a couple close friends. When you are… Continue

Added by The PaganPixie on February 9, 2010 at 3:43pm — 5 Comments

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