Parvati Amethyst Nightshade's Blog (13)

The Wolf in Sheep's Clothing Part 1

It is hard to start talking about myself. About what made me a fighter. I am Yasmin Sultana and I am a survivor of domestic violence.



I been through a lot in my life. But I truly never thought I would be the victim of abuse. I never truly understood why women just didn't leave. I been to domestic violence advocacy meetings. Yet - I was still naive. Still I just thought if it was me I would leave.



I met my abuser on October 10th, 2010. You would think 10/10/10 would be good… Continue

Added by Parvati Amethyst Nightshade on March 31, 2017 at 3:13pm — No Comments

Ideas for pagan store?

ιтѕ вeen мy dreaм тo нave мy own pagan ѕнop.
ι jυѕт need a naмe.

Added by Parvati Amethyst Nightshade on October 13, 2015 at 5:57pm — 3 Comments

Origin Of Namaste

What is Namaste?



"Namaste" or "namaskar" is the Indian method for welcome one another. Wherever they are – in the city, in the house, out in the open transport, in the midst of some recreation or on the telephone – when Hindus meet individuals they know or outsiders with whom they need to start a discussion, namaste is the standard cordiality welcome in the first place and frequently to end with. It is not a shallow motion or a negligible word, and is for all individuals - youthful… Continue

Added by Parvati Amethyst Nightshade on October 11, 2015 at 11:55pm — 2 Comments

Main Tenu Samihaavaan Ki by Nega Bhasin

My interpretation of Main Tenu Samjhaavaan Ki song as a cover by Neha Bhasin





"I don't have to live without you,

don't have to live, don't have to live.."



My existence is based off of you.

Without you my life is meaningless.



"What do I explain to you,

without you my heart is nowhere,

what do you know about my love,

I wait for you..

You're my heart, and you're my life too.."



I can only love you.

My love is unlike… Continue

Added by Parvati Amethyst Nightshade on March 3, 2015 at 7:20am — No Comments

Art Journal

I was looking up art journals. I think I'm going to try this. I have the supplies already. ❤️

Added by Parvati Amethyst Nightshade on February 17, 2015 at 2:02pm — 1 Comment

Last Breath

I am nothing but an empty vessel.
I am not beautiful.
I am not intelligent.
No one pays me any mind.
My words don't have meanings.
I am lost in a sea of abyss.
Drowning in my sorrow.
There's no hope of a better tomorrow.
My tears fade away.
As I take my last breath.

Added by Parvati Amethyst Nightshade on February 17, 2015 at 3:32am — No Comments

Humble Slave. 12/2013

why do i do this?
why do i put up with this?
you constantly tear me down.
you critcize my every move.
why do i apologize?
why do i have to cry?
you don't say you love me.
you don't tell me you need me.
all i get are silent whispers and evil stares.
yet i remain your humble slave.
to get broken down.
that way your at ease.
all and all i still love you.
and, everyday i ask myself why?

Added by Parvati Amethyst Nightshade on February 16, 2015 at 11:00pm — No Comments

Forever Dead. 12/2013

if i were to give into my haunting thoughts of suicide...

would you cry over me?

like a child cries over a broken doll.

or would it be you act as nothing has changed?

would you or even the world notice?

then who am i to wonder such things.

i'm just another empty organism taking up space.

if i were to cut open my veins to bleed out...

would you bandage them up for me?

or will you just walk over my lifeless corpse as it was an ordinary day.

i… Continue

Added by Parvati Amethyst Nightshade on February 16, 2015 at 11:00pm — No Comments

Tarot readings.

So, I made these tarot cards on this app I have. I know I know it's better to have them in physical form. I found a site I can get them custom made. So, I'm saving up. Anyways I am doing readings on my Facebook page. I've done 6, so far and have 15 to go. It's a bit overwhelming actually. But I promi them they'll get a reading. So, I must go on. I just haven't done in one day. I hope they don't mind waiting just if I atte all, I might break. Normally I only ever had 3 to 4 people ask me. Do you… Continue

Added by Parvati Amethyst Nightshade on February 13, 2015 at 1:52am — 3 Comments

Writing about me...

I never truly wrote an about me section that included alot of information about myself. I see so many on here that has in depth information.

I'm going to try to write one more than what I have. Also try to put author names for my favorite books.

Added by Parvati Amethyst Nightshade on February 2, 2015 at 1:25am — 1 Comment

Vision of ill fate...

Okay so earlier I went to take a nap and well I had a vision of my father getting severely injured. Last time I had a vision of my father getting hurt happened a few months back in a car accident like the vision. I just only know they'll happen in a few days prior the vision.



So, my vision was of my father falling because he gets dizzy spells and this time he hit his head and was unconscious. This frightened me and I woke up texting my mother telling her. She also felt like something… Continue

Added by Parvati Amethyst Nightshade on January 29, 2015 at 10:09pm — 3 Comments

Group for Kali Maa

I noticed there wasn't a group for her so I made one called Worshippers of Kali Maa. It's for anyone really. :)

Added by Parvati Amethyst Nightshade on January 28, 2015 at 9:42pm — No Comments

Venting

Not sure if it is allowed or not. Quite don't know about the blog section but I need to vent. And, PaganSpace is my only haven certain people have no aware of.



Okay so my family and my husband drive me crazy. Both are abusive jerks who I know will never change. And, I'll constantly deal with them due to being raised to accept it. Plus it is also more complicated than I feel like explaining.



Firstly, my husband attempted to buy me a Wii u gaming system on eBay. Well… Continue

Added by Parvati Amethyst Nightshade on January 27, 2015 at 3:54am — 3 Comments

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