Silver Dove's Blog – March 2010 Archive (4)

my hell

If I gave in

would i be here today?

Would I thrive and prosper

Would I fade away?

I am nothing,

And everything all the same

Wanting to be myself

But then I'd reveal my shame

My perversion, my demons

My hell of a past

Time should heal me

This pain should not last

I still feel it all

As if it were yesterday

Like someone stabbing my heart

And begging for me to pray

No mercy will find…


Added by Silver Dove on March 20, 2010 at 5:08pm — No Comments

all hell has broken loose at my house

my father in law has decided to divorce my mother in law, taking with him the only income that our family has. my husband is trying to find work, but hasn't been able to get anything yet. i am unable to work because of my disability, and once we sell the other house, i can file for ssi. but getting the ssi to go through could take a long time. all this stress has gotten to me, and i dont know how to deal with it. i went to see my counselor but he was absolutely no help. we have no money to pay… Continue

Added by Silver Dove on March 19, 2010 at 8:06pm — 2 Comments

My husband and I had a day to ourselves.

With my mother in law in Texas for the moment, and my kids at their grandparents house, I got to spend the day with my hubby. He took me out for dinner to Old Country Buffet, and we got to enjoy each others company. Then my hubby took me to barnes and nobles, where I found a kit to make a mala bracelet. Actually it has enough for me to make three and so far I have made two. I plan on using them to combat my stress and anxiety. One is made from carnelian, and the other is tigers eye. I also have… Continue

Added by Silver Dove on March 14, 2010 at 4:20am — 1 Comment

how my life has been lately

Well a few days ago, my computer got a trojan horse, and now my browser is hijacked. I am currently using my husbands computer. But on the day of the computer crisis, my husband went to tell my mother in law about it. He said eventually I would need to have my computer looked at by a professional. then my father in law, being the ass that he is, said "good, maybe now she'll get off her ass and clean." As if my mother in law wasnt bad enough. So my husband left the room, pissed and slamming…


Added by Silver Dove on March 3, 2010 at 6:05pm — 1 Comment

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