I try to meditate each day.
But I have a problem. I loose focus and start dreaming. I don't think I'm sleeping, because I'm mostly conscious, but I'm not really in control either. Sometimes I can bring my awareness back to what I was doing, but usually, I loose it again.
And I don't remember what I was dreaming so well. Last night, there was a grandmother figure giving me food, but thats all I remember.
I don't know if I'm actually falling asleep, or if I'm getting myself into some sort of trance or what is going on.