So let me start from the beginning. When I was sixteen I met....lets call him MAN.....anyway, i honestly went out with him to get out of the house. I broke up with him a year later because he got pissed I wouldnt have sex with him. While we were appart I was fine..until I'd happen to hear from him or see him at random..then all these weird emotions came up. We tried getting back together but it didnt work....to be honest he got on my nerves....well he joined the army and contacted me via internet a few days ago, and sense then all i can think about is him. it makes no since what so ever!!! I dont think that i have any feelings for him but apparently i do.....he is getting married for the second time. and im happy for him. I DONT WANT HIM!!! So why am I getting excited yet sad when he contacts me?