I went to my local wiccan store, and i was drawn to a certain besom. it wasnt for sale, but i felt it. something was there. i knew where i could get one just like this. ETSY. Yay. I have fretted over my broom from the very beginning and now i know what i need. i also found a couple of books i plan to get later on. plus she had chime candles and the holders for them. i did however buy a couple of things. my husband, christian as he is, felt a strong pull toward a deck of tarot cards. they have litterally fallen at his feet several times while we have visited in the past. I got them for him for our anniversary. i was dropping hints like mad of things i would like. my husband is very perceptive, he knew exactly what i was doing. and he is great at getting gifts for me. he knows me too well. we finish each others sentences and everything. He moves heaven and earth to get me what i want, without me having to ask. i dont know what id do without him. he is my world. he gave me the two greatest gifts a person could have. two beautiful boys. he is my best friend. we will have been together for 9 years come the 6th. and married for 5 on that day as well. one less date he'd have to remember. we planned it that way. it is so special. i love him so much. he has the kindest heart of any man ive ever known. and even through all the crap we've been dealt, he still loves me, as much as i love him. he feels like he is my soulmate. My equal. Just like the god and goddess. but yeah while we were at the pagan store, he could tell i really wanted that broom. i dont know why i wanted it so much. i just feel a strong connection to certain things.