I'm sensitive to a lot, partly to my anxiety and borderline personality disorder and partially to my empathy and such.  The thing is, I've been subconscious blocking them.  I know part is due to my health issues but I couldn't figure out what the rest was.  I think I know now.

When I was 5 my grandparents on mom's side when to Florida.  A short tome later they discovered cancer.  No one told me this at the time, I just knew he was sick.  One night he called us and we talked on the phone.  When my mom  hung up I told her he was going to die.  He was dead by the next night.

I think on some level I feel guilty and on another I feel scared.  My 5 year old mind and on some level my adult mind associates my intuition with pain.  I think I've been blocking it since, much to the annoyance of those in my dreams .

I need to figure o a way to work through it.  I think I will help my readers and Nepthys for help. 

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