All Beliefs are Welcome Here!
I'm sensitive to a lot, partly to my anxiety and borderline personality disorder and partially to my empathy and such. The thing is, I've been subconscious blocking them. I know part is due to my health issues but I couldn't figure out what the rest was. I think I know now.
When I was 5 my grandparents on mom's side when to Florida. A short tome later they discovered cancer. No one told me this at the time, I just knew he was sick. One night he called us and we talked on the phone. When my mom hung up I told her he was going to die. He was dead by the next night.
I think on some level I feel guilty and on another I feel scared. My 5 year old mind and on some level my adult mind associates my intuition with pain. I think I've been blocking it since, much to the annoyance of those in my dreams .
I need to figure o a way to work through it. I think I will help my readers and Nepthys for help.