Ok so here it is i have been in a funk since my moms death, i havent been in any kind of mood to be around people or do anything she died 6 months ago and i have been trying to plan some kind of ritual or something i can do to get out of this funk, but every time i try to start something, i stand at my alter and just walk away in tears or i just want to curl up.  i usually try to do something small for each full moon and esbat but this year i feel as if i cant do anything and all i want to do is talk to the goddess. my husband is trying to understand but i dont no how to explain to him what is wrong i just go into our room and curl up with my Kindle and read or just go to sleep, he knows there is something wrong but doesnt no what to do to help me.  is this feeling something i am always gonna have or is it gonna go away all i want to do is go back to doing the things i used to do when i do my rituals and things....

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Comment by Moonchild on November 4, 2011 at 2:01pm
I can relate I lost my mother at an early age. Its hard when we lost such a precious person in our lives, but you have to remember that she is still there looking over you. You have the memories that no one can take away. I really feel that she would want you to sad. But maybe you should do a dedication to her as a means to release and to let her know that you love and miss her and do this as a dedication to her new life .....Just a thought. I know it hurts
but she would not want you to dwell. I am just trying to give you another way to look at this. Things will get easier to deal with over time. Blessings
and if you need a friend I am here.
Comment by Moonchild on November 4, 2011 at 2:02pm
OOPS - wouldn't want you to be sad.

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