All Beliefs are Welcome Here!
I haven't had much time for writing blogs or hopping on to chat lately. Life has been keeping me busy, which isn't such a bad thing. I went up to Mt. Lemmon this Sunday with a couple of friends, before that on Saturday we had a day out going to Costco and planning a big dinner. It was somewhat frustrating, seeing as I had just received two books I ordered online, "Celtic Lore and Spellcraft of the Dark Goddess," by Stephanie Woodfield, and "The Book of Solomon's Magick" by Poke Runyon. (Yes, I know, quite the odd selection, but then again, I like to embrace both the alchemical and witchcraft aspects, male and female.) Wouldn't you know it, soon as I try to get into these books, plans are made lol. It's okay, though. The activities were very rewarding, I especially liked being able to be around trees again.
This morning, on my ride to work, I had a visit from two ravens (always together) that seem to make their presence known now and again. I have nicknamed them "Huginn" and "Muninn," after Odin's ravens, when I can actually remember those names. ( Please correct me if I got the names wrong ) This morning, they flew right in front of the car as we were going down the road, and one of them got on top of an electrical pole and stared right at me. I think something is up, and it's more than just the Morrigan's doing. A certain someone's trying to get my attention.
This reminds me of a dream I had. I was carrying a huge hammer, and I was a GUY, yuck! Not just a guy, some god-damn brickhouse of a guy. Seriously?!?! Is this some kind of joke? There was Odin the Allfather, grinning at me. I made the remark about not really digging the whole beefcake look, He retorted with "Oh, quit your whining." I don't quite remember how it went after that, but it's like He was teaching me, or training me. I remember not doing very well hahaha.
I remember today, getting messages from Him. It's not like I dislike Him or anything, of course not. Anyone who's gonna yank Their own eye out for a heap load of wisdom, well there's something to be said about that type of dedication. But... this guy isn't just male, I mean... he's MALE. This guy is like Testosterone Incarnate. I don't know how to deal with that. What would He want with someone like me, some MtF transgender woman trying to fully embrace her feminine nature, barely able to keep her head screwed on straight most of the time?
And He just seems so complicated lol (I say that with the greatest respect Sir ) but I get the feeling He's not gonna let up until He has a word with me.